Oh God!..Please Don't Take My Picture!

Or make me stand next to the skinny girl when you do!
Ah yes.. the dreaded picture taking.....
Yuk!
I hate my picture being taken because, in my head, I don't look like that chubby girl in the photo!
And then when I see the pictures, I feel really bad about myself.
But now that I'm on this journey, I realize that not being aware of my situation has been what's been holding me back.
Oh denial...
you naughty thang!
So I'm not shying away from the camera anymore, because:
1. I've already come a long way
2. I need to be aware of how far I've come
3. Most importantly, So does everyone else! 
Uh, okay, not the most important thing, but the compliments are sure nice. :-)


One of the things that I've learned on this journey,
that I'm not the most happy about, by the way,
Is that you can't drink wine and beer and expect results!!
Go figure!
So working on just ordering tea or soda water when I go out with my friends.
It's a process.
Whew...So many changes to make.

But the good news is that my workouts are getting to be more of a habit than a chore!!
And the better news is that I tried the pants on I want to wear for my progress picture and they almost button!!!!
Yea!
Visualize, Visualize, Visualize.